Originally Posted by
SSIL75 
As is said many times here.. it comes down, IME to wanting to quit more than wanting to drink. And for me a big thing was wanting to live a sober life (vs my many years of just wanting to not have negative experiences with alcohol).
SSIL you have no idea how much that helped me today. Because everytime I relapsed and attempted AA it was because I wanted to drink without all the negative experiences. I truly quit when I saw how much better my life was sober...