I just finished a week of jury duty (didn’t go today, veterans day), I was actually thinking that this is great, I would of been hung over in the past but I actually enjoyed it.
Anyway, man sounds like you want to quit, but it also sounds like you want to drink or think you need to?
In 9 days I will have 9 months and there are days drinking pops into my head, but I don’t have to act on it, if you want to quit you’re going to have to make a promise to yourself, to NEVER drink under any circumstances ever again.
I know plenty about relapsing but thankfully I know now that all these good people that say its better after you quit were telling the truth, it’s not an instant high like drinking but a much better high on life that takes a while to get. Come on, it’s time to get serious if you want to quit. Make that promise and stick to it.