I got the papers signed today! What wild emotions... Estatic because the XAH is out of my lie.... Sad because my marriage didn't work....
It scary because I don't even feel like I was ever married. I felt like I took on a dependent (emotionally and financially). We were only married 1.5 years. Frustrated I lost 2.5 years of my life and I have most of his debt to pay off. Scared of getting back into the dating scene when I am ready..... Hoping Al-Anon has giving me the tools to not get myself back into that type of situation!
Overall, just relieved!! Just wanted to share.
