I am doing a lot better today guys. Getting out of the house and going to the movie helped alot and just sleeping on it made it easier. I can't really avoid the event because it is just me being home alone and I have to stay home for a lot of obvious reasons. I've got a good plan for the next few days and plan on coming on here more than I usually do. Appreciate the support. I think I just ran into a weird combination of triggers coming on at once. I made it 5 months before and relapsed because of this same kind of thing, so, I know the relapse "feeling".
Thanks for the support again!