Saveme, Ive been reading your story and so glad you made the leap. Please keep posting! It not only helps you but helps others as well. Just keep your eye on the prize and know time passing is the answer.
I'm on Day 17 of withdrawal AGAIN from an Oxy habit. I was addicted for over two years. 7 withdrawals and relapses. This time what's different is I told ALL my Drs, even my new oncologist, NO OPIATE SCRIPTS FOR ME. Having absolutely no access was the answer for me. That, and this forum.
Every day you'll slowly get better, and that first day of really feeling good drug-free is so worth it!