just out of rehab
hello - been awhile since i have posted.. Just got out of rehab and have now been clean 36 days.. second day at home and am feeling real down, the reality that I cannot drink is depressing me.. funny, when I was in rehab, I was not all stressed about life,job,lack of significant other.. now I feel like I have nothing.. but, I know I do.. My mind is just playing tricks on me. but, lonely as hell right now. Have been going to meetings consistently and have a sponsor, from before. ughh. I realize that I have a opportunity to start all over - but it hurts.. so much work ahead.. thanks for reading.