Alaska, how are you doing? Please check in with us and let us know how you're feeling. We're here for you if you want or need to talk it out.
I just realized today that my husband has a bottle of beer in the fridge left over from the weekend. I can't believe I didn't see it until now. It isn't in the back or anything---it's right in the front at my eye level. I must be getting better at this subconscious "it isn't for me" thing. I have the day off work tomorrow and don't quite trust myself with the beer in the house, though, so I've asked him to drink it tonight. He asked if it was bothering me, and I said yes. He actually apologized for it bothering me. Maybe this is a step in the right direction.
It seems like everyone is having some great revelations. Thanks for sharing them! You're all awesome! Have a great sober Friday!