"I can't imagine how much worse I'd b today if I had drank last might-have-been the thought turns my stomach thankfully!"
So without the alcohol you can fix this...that is the beauty of getting rid of the poison. You CAN feel better. Glad you are going to the Dr., glad you are getting some good food...this will all help you. If you were drinking...you wouldn't be doing any of this.
I am sending you the biggest hug