Originally Posted by
Dominica2 
Well I made it through that bout of craziness, and I will not drink tonight. Thanks for the support. You guys are great.
I just got back from Walmart. They have a liquor store and that's where I used to buy my vodka from. Even after almost 4 months my mind still likes to screw with me. I have to think of all of the horrible things alcohol did to my life. I have to remind myself that if I drink again, it's a very good possibility it will kill me. I feel really good and proud of myself. It's just not worth it anymore.