seethroughblue...welcome back. thanks for finding the courage to tell your story. what a difficult situation. thanks for coming back.
my view is...any one of us might stumble at any time. the worst thing would be for us to lose our support group. if we stumble, we should get right back up again as you have done, and find understanding and help from this forum. the point is to live sober and support one another. sobriety dates do not matter.
peace and strength.