Day One for Me
I stopped drinking in 2008 and stayed sober for three months then I started drinking again. I drink every night until I pass out. I wake up in the mornings not remembering what I did the night before, hoping I didn't do anything embarrassing. I used to be very active but now don't do much of anything except drink.
I caught a cold and my chest is very congested. I'm imagining horrible things like heart failure from all my drinking. I'm afraid to go the doctor because I don't want to know but I will go just like I will stop drinking...today.
This is a great site with supportive, kind people. So glad I found it.
Here I go.