what was learned in your 5th step?
The first 100 worked the steps quickly. No need to sit on anything. The 4th is a moral inventory, not a list of cruddy stuff I did.
Your vocation has nothing to do with your moral inventory. I am a special education teacher.
Shyness is self-centered behavior in the extreme. That was me.
It's about one's motives.
I've yet to meet an alcoholic who wasn't self-centered in the extreme, it's all about me, me, me! keep coming back!