hi there...you havnt mentioned wether you have a sponsor and are wroking on the steps...however you did say at the end of your post that you need your meetings to stay sober...if you are an alcoholic of my type...ie the type the big book of alcoholics anonymous was written for...then meetings will only keep you afloat for a little while....me...i managed 3 and a half weeks.....i had that restlesness you talk about...for me i found out it was untreated alcoholism...starting with a spiritual malady...which looks like restlessness.....irritibability and discontentedness.....gets too damn sore after a while and nobody in the rooms...even with the best shares can keep me sober.....i have two options....drink OR find someone to help me do the program straight out of the book so i can find a power greater than me...me on my own i dont have the power to stay away from drink...its only a matter of time on meetings alone.