Originally Posted by
Clipper103 
Need to get back on track, and convince myself, that
I CANNOT now, nor will I EVER, be able to drink like a normal person! I guess I still have not been able to wrap my head around that fact, entirely. It's so depressing. URGH...thanks for listening
It is depressing because you are looking at it from that particular point of view. I think you'll find that if you can change it from "I cannot drink" to "I choose not to drink," that it will not be depressing at all.