You know what sobern? What works, works!! I've been where you're at several times. I get all caught up in stuff that bottom line, isn't all that impportant. I know work is important but if I'm not sober, how long is work going to last? I know family is important but if I'm drunk, they won't be all that important when it comes to getting that next drink. Friends are important but I found out that my real friends are the ones who'll tell me what I don't want to hear.....like, you need to call your sponsor and go to a meeting. As long as I don't drink, there's hope. AA is like that! I can always get back on the path and start doing again, what works. Just get back on that path.