I had a great two plus months sober, longest sobriety time ever! I was loving it, then stress kicked in and won the upper hand. That was about two weeks ago that I slipped back into the alcoholic downhill slope that I know so well. Need to get back on track, and convince myself, that I CANNOT now, nor will I EVER, be able to drink like a normal person! I guess I still have not been able to wrap my head around that fact, entirely. It's so depressing. URGH...thanks for listening
