Why do you really stay?
I have discovered through my years of trying to keep my marriage together that the reason I really stayed was "hope".
I could say it was for the kids, I could say it was because I loved him, I could come up with as many excuses for staying as my AH could come up with for drinking.
But in reality, for me - it all came down to "hope".
What about you? Why do you really stay?