I'm not sure I'm really ready to join the October group, just afraid of failing again and again. But I just wanted to say how inspirational so may of you are in this group, and it helps knowing I'm not alone in my quest of sobriety. As a mother of 3, I can especially relate to the other mothers and their feelings. I'm sure I'll get to day 5 again this week, I just can't seem to get past the weekend. And with the hoidays coming up, and my family coming into town for Thanksgiving... I don't know if I can manage, as much as I wish I could.