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30Sober My last few hangovers in the previous few months were like hell on earth. I would wake up about 2 hours after passing out, my heart racing, sweating and feeling like the world was going to end. I'd be awake from 2am to 6am then have to get up and go to work where I would have non-stop panic attacks until 2 or 3 pm... Then I'd leave work at 5pm and buy more booze to have a couple crazy drunk hours posting crap on facebook. Sounds like a good time right?
YES. Exactly how it was for me, including the 4 hours of no sleep. Toss and turn and toss and turn with that impending doom feeling. Hell on earth. Guilt, shame, remorse, bewilderment, suicidal. Yes. All of that. Lord please keep us from ever going back there!!