sometimes I wonder where I'm heading.
6 months sober tomorrow. Everything about sobriety feels right. I just wonder where my life ambition is.....I've looked hard in every direction yet I feel lost and feel unsatisfied with life mainly because I feel like I'm in trouble all the time with my old man. Is this it. Although I'm sober I feel like I'm not doing enough to make everyone happy. I still feel like I'm going off the rails and probably is inevitable. I do my best but only find solace in punk rock music if I don't have it and hold on tight I'm going to lose the plot. My gut instinct tells me I'm right and happy at how things are going but some other peoples attitude to me is that I'm not doing the best I can in life. This is what I mean when I talk about going off the rails. Can my view of things be so different to those of my father? I love him so much and aim to please him but just can't. I feel this is going to destroy me. What do I do? Help? How can you win drunk or sober he's still not happy.
Who is right???