Day 2 Massive Anxiety
I just woke up Drenched in sweat with massive anxiety. It's my second day and I feel worst then a I did yesterday. I thought the second day would've been a little easier. I hate feeling this vulnerable and needy especiallly that I decided to end things with my enabler boyfriend of 5 yrs which makes it harder. I hate to feel so vulnerable and needy. I Just feel like using it makes me feel so much better, but the fact that I'm going through all this because my addiction makes me not want to at the same time. I just want to cry all day and no one in my real life cares.