Carly is right
. The last place I really wanna be is this rehab I'm going to Monday, trust me, but it's gotten to the point where I'm grateful it's there...and the world won't fall apart for 4 weeks w/o you...even if you end up losing your job, or whatever, it's better than say, dying, getting a DUI, going to jail, etc. I was checking in to see if you posted again, I hope your house is sparkling and not the inside of beer cans, but it is what it is, I'm where I don't have a choice but wait to get in or suffer serious withdrawal
. If you can stop, try
. You WILL feel soooo much better!