Thank you Hevyn. I am glad that I've finally decided to do something about this. And the encouragement I've gotten has been a real help. It actually surprised me that people were happy and proud of me for making this step. I don't know why...I guess I never really thought about it before, about their reactions to me admitting that I have a problem and trying to get help. Now, I think many of them already knew and were probably just waiting on ME to realise.