Hi AlaskaGirl,
Do NOT try to do this alone. You likely need to DETOX in a facility. Your level of drinking does NOT qualify you to do this alone, NO cold turkey for you.
You risk having seizures, and possible death, during detox. Detox can be done SAFELY under medical supervision.
Please go to your doctor or an urgent care place now. If you can't get in, go to your closest emergency room and ask for help.
This is urgent, dear. This is not a case for an on line forum to help you.
When you are done with detox, please come back here and ask for support for your continued recovery.
Take care!
FT