what to do??
I am 40,, i have drank since i was 16,, weekends,, usually twice during the week, EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE I KNOW OR HAVE DONE HAS BEEN ABOUT DRINKING. Same friends since junior high school. Out with with my wife and friends every weekend to dinner or parties.. always something. Since I have been sober may 15 i have been at home EVERY weekend watching tv,, I mean there is nothing to do. I can only go to so many movies, I know my wife wants to go out, but she wont because i wont go out and NOT drink. Im not going to spend the rest of my life in aa meetings. My sponsor is 65,, he really doesnt understand.. Hes helpful,, but not on this one.. Ive posted a couple times the past few days.. this site is very helpful to me any help would be appreciated