well, i know its hard. i can try at the very least. thank you again for your help, ill keep you updated and ill do my best... wish me luck.
grant me the serenity to accept the things i can not change; the courage to change the things i can; and the wisdom to know the difference.
I am not christian, but i do believe in a higher power. may this higher power help me through these times, along with other members of SR. thank you all once again.