They didn't only witness their father putting the family in harm's way - they also witnessed you, getting the family - including their father - to safety.
breathe.
This is beautiful Meredith.
Tears,
Keep this in mind in the months ahead. You must protect yourself and your children. Your husband is very ill. He needs professional help.
Get some help for yourself too, you have been very badly traumatized.
That call may be the first step in getting yourself back.
Beth