DisplacedGRITS - You can pull yourself back up! I like your analogy to the baby learning to walk - it is very appropriate for me! I'm only on Day 5 after failing to grab the table many a time! You've taken a good step coming back to SR instead of spiraling down.
That takes a lot of courage!! Not to mention throwing out your stash!! Great way to start the day. What are your plans for today? How are you planning to cope?
If you get a chance stop by the October Class - it is a good group of supportive people! We'd love to have you check in today and over the weekend - let us know how your doing!
p.s. I remember reading some of your posts in the last couple of months - they really helped me to get to where I am now! Hang tough - you can do it!