risydawn

So Hello,

I'm feeling pretty lonely right now. I'm married, but he's not the talking it out type. And I've been such a hermit in the past few years I really don't have any friends I can just call. Just lost my grandmother (Mammaw) in August.. she was like a second Mom to me after losing my Mom at 17. My Dad who I've not seen in years is on kidney dialysis.... I did talk to him over the phone a couple of weeks ago. My sister-in-law is a Sociopath and my mother-in-law is a Narcissist. So my life's been fun. I guess you can see what's motivated my drinking..

So I'm putting it all out there in hopes that I can sleep tonight. I'm an insomniac. I know that there are people who have it worse than me, but I guess I do indulge too much in feeling sorry for myself. I am happy about one thing though.. I quit drinking almost 5 weeks ago.

Thanks for listening. Writing all this down is therapeutic.