Great to hear your doing something about staying sober and wanting to
I tried the whole moderate my drinking but I back to full swing in 2 weeks time. Even though I pretended that I was fine and continued drinking I spent a 4 day bender and ended up puking the whole day and it was scary as heck because I couldn't hold anything down especially water! I hope you make the right choices for yourself but just think if you can't just have 1. 1 is all it takes to go back to square one and things get worse trust me. If you want to stay sober to pick up again means you have to start over with your sober date and drove me nuts when I had to admit I drank again several times. Im 2 months sober tomorrow and things are great and I dare not pick 1 drink up because I know what will happen, Even if I have just 1 and no more then that my mind will switch back to wanting and compulsion to drink no matter what my loyal intentions are of not wanting to drink again. good luck