"I KNEW my husband was a addict when I met him, so maybe that is why I'm having a hard time with a decision of staying or leaving. "
I also wanted to say that I can see how that thought would stick in your mind, but you have changed, and maybe that was okay then, but you see that it is not okay now. People change, and it is okay to change your mind.
Try not to feel guilty about it, and let that mess with your mind
