Rubyrose - LOL!! Oh my god, thanks for making me laugh... yes oh yes I've been eating fast food since quitting, It's actually something I think about a bit begrudgingly lol.. I've gained probably 15 lbs since being clean.. and it's because sometimes when I'm sitting around, and I start to think about how much I miss getting high.. I always find myself gravitating towards junk food instead! I thought it was just me....
And Ruby, thank you so so so much for your words... that's what I'm sort of desperate to hear, that at some point it'll all be behind me. I remember at least in the beginning I thought "I'll never be happy again".. and at least I'm past that point.. but when it gets tough it's really a godsend to hear that things haven't quite plateaued yet... it will continue to get easier.