I admire your courage to admit you had a relapse. That is simply you being honest with yourself. Please try to be aware of how it happened and how you will be better prepared next time. I understand your sadness and shame. I think we have all been in the same place. We are human, and as such we are very imperfect creatures. We do imperfect things. Just forgive yourself, take strength in the lesson, and above all else, dont drink today.
Thanks for sharing.
Lots of support here.