Anyway, believe it or not, I feel happy and I don’t know why. Lord knows nothing really has changed at home except maybe me. I don’t feel the turmoil inside that makes me want to explode and lash out.
Awww, sweetie, it's so great to watch recovery kick in and share the joy.
You are wise to take your time and have a plan. Right now "doing nothing" is an action, a choice, and keeping your serenity and recovery in place is about all the you can do.
Big hugs because I am happy you found peace.