Originally Posted by
pete1 
failed first marriage/family and working on doing the same with #2. just trying to salvage what i still have and enjoy life happily, healthily and with a clear head. thanks for reminding me.
Keep thinking about those things Pete. As well as reminding yourself of all of the negatives that come along with drinking. As for the happiness, she can be an elusive feeling, but in order to feel anything you can't be numb.