yeah, im pretty much talking about getting a drunk on. im hoping you fine folks can beat that thought out of me. i love encouragement and "rah rah's", but i could use some tough love that i dont get from my friends of family. ive spent many hours a day here for the past week to remind myself that lots and LOTS of us are dealing with this on a daily/hourly basis. pondering what project i can work on next just to stay busy not drinking. i wish i had told you all to invest in the company that supplies lowes with 2x4's. theyre making a fortune off my sobriety and that is fine with me. ive never felt better.