day 7. time to celebrate?
yep, that voice is creeping in LOUD. heck, if i can go this long, then what harm could one day of celebrating do? trying to stay focused and remind myself why im on this wagon. my 9 month old princess is trying her darndest to give me inspiration, but when she goes to sleep and mama is asleep- the voices kick it in to high gear. got some n/a beer all last week to quench the thirst, but i usually pour half of it out. i started x'ing out days on the calendar to represent sober days, and so far, im working on "turkey" #2 this month. BUT!!!, why cant that calendar have just one or two slips? nothing to be ashamed of, right? working extra hard today to stay on track and due to the nice weather (finally) in arizona, we've got some nice hiking to look forward to and keep the distraction/occupying at a maximum.
thanks for reading, and encouragement.
pete
ps. ive gone hogwild building 2x4 shelves/planters/more shelves for the backyard garden. the wife is soooo happy im doing something i love and enjoy, but im running out of backyard.