For me to quit....I had to want sobriety more than I wanted to drink.
I hope you soon reach that point of desperation...
welcome to our recovery community...
Many of our members are winnning over alcohol useing all sorts of different methods ,,,some like me do use AA....others do not.
You might want to check with your doctor about how best to de tox.
if you want to be sober. That is always a good idea..