Why is it when our alcoholic is obviously drunk, they deny it or say I only had 2 beers. Really, I am not an idiot.. Apparently he thinks he is whitty... I dont trust him, I am now questiong quite a few things.. Found evidence 2x now of cocaine use, which he denies, Once was last week.. he said he worked all day, but really didnt. Found powder with cut lines on my coffee table. I know what I found, once again I am not an idoit.... but I dont believe him. If I have caught him twice, how many tims have I been blind to it...
I am about at my witts end. At the point where I am starting to not be able to stand him... He has a really bad cough from heavy smoking and even whe he coughs I get annoyed!! I am wound up like a top, angry, ready to blow!!
His famous last workd are: if you dont like it than dont do it... Good advice, I should take it!!!
He wont leave our house, he says I need to leave with my two daughters ( 2 & 13) and son with schizophrenia. It would be much easier for him to leave. I pay half the bills, WHICH all the bills are in my name... So is there a way I can make him leave?
Anyways, I am ANGRY, EXHAUSTED, CONFUSED.. I have so many more adjectives I could add!!
