Well Dee and everyone else...
This time... I think its time to fix me. I need to fix whats the matter with me that causes my triggers. I have tons and tons of baggage that I need to share with someone so I can release them from my soul.
I'm going to sign up for some counseling sessions to start with....
I would love to work a person to person 12 step program but I cant. I am not going to type a bunch of excuses as to why, I am just going to say I cant.
I realized a lot this time. One thing I have noticed is that the results of a drunk night are getting worse and worse. I ve been so very lucky that I have not hurt anyone or gotten arrested.
I also have noticed as I have stated... the hangovers are getting worse and worse with each time I drink up.
First thing is for me to start getting better.... then I will try to fix everyone and everything else. The other things really dont matter as long as I am this sick.....
Gall