Originally Posted by
Freedom1990 
There are far worse things than being alone, hon. I do understand that pain because I went through it for some time after hitting my codependent bottom.
Now, 12 years later, I actually enjoy being by myself, and am not the least interested in some sort of relationship.
I believe you can have that type of relationship, just not with him.
I believe my head knows but my heart aches. I thought he was my friend and my soulmate. I was so wrong. I raised and continue to raise my children alone.