((((fd)))) Journaling was a real lifesaver for me.....use big huge letters, red ink, whatever works!
Originally Posted by
familydestroyed 
It hurts now when I see couples out and I ask myself why can't i have that type of relationship.
Oh, you can, just not with him, not now. He may or may not recover.
But.....
Your life can be joyful, peaceful, and happy again.
Huge hugs and many prayers, HG