Thank you. I am sorry for everyone's pain at some point in their lives but I am glad that most of you are in a better place. I hope I get there soon. I journaled like a mad woman last night. I will bring it with me to therapy tomorrow night and hopefully let go of my anger. Please any suggestions or advice keep them coming. I need support. I am holding onto something that was never there. I never had a real relationship. I guess I am afraid. It will hurt to see him move on with someone else. It hurts now when I see couples out and I ask myself why can't i have that type of relationship.