It's approaching the zero hour for me and my birthday.
I don't want it to involve alcohol but I'm getting more anxious as the time goes.
My plan, what I really want: Spend all of tomorrow wrapping up whatever assignments and work I've yet to complete, I think that would be the best birthday ever because it involves getting rid of some of my stress.
I have this huge coffee table and seeing it covered in paper and open books... that's my birthday wish.
I want to stick to that plan, but tomorrow I'll have to leave the comfort of my home at one point, and usually that's how it starts.
I'm trying my hardest not to... I don't know, freak out.
But I can feel something coming on, it's no where near breaking point, it just feels like something.
I don't want it to be a self-fulfilling prophecy so I'll be taking some small steps:
I'm not carrying around ID tomorrow (don't worry, I don't drive, I should be alright), I figure my pride is still trying to build itself up and it won't take the risk of a rebuff since I look younger than my age and I always get asked for ID.
Um. Destroying my shopping bag? I don't know.
I'm out of methods.
Oh, make a shopping list before hand?