Jeez pix...even I knew what "on the lash" meant :rotfxko
Seriously Wibbles...You've got the self knowledge stuff down I think...then comes...well what's next....
It won't work forever, but in the early days sometimes it's about the stupid stuff like "don't drink if your ass falls off" or "the only drink I can't have is the first one"....
In the end it's change change change...but when the lies start piling on in our heads, fight as best you can to remember reality...maybe read some stuff people post here where when you tell them they are liying to themselves you realize you are starting to do the same thing...if that makes since.
Embarrassing story, but on target I think....when I quit in May part of what happened was I acatually majorly pulled my back from hurling every morning for days on end....Ended up was a blessing...I was unable to move much at all for a week...so couldn't get a bottle...took 5 more weeks to get my back back..but after a week off I was sorta ready to try again.
What is the difference between beets and beet root? I love beets!mmmmm