On the lash would mean drinking.
Drinking whilst posting on here would seem a tad ironic?
Sorry Pixy, don't mean to be on your case but I care about you and certain things are troubling me.
Awful nights sleep again, strangely feel a little better this morning though.
Just give it time...give it time
Already started with random thoughts about what about Xmas...what about this or that...
FFS 3 days in and I already start with the nonsense. I impress myself.
The denial and self loathing i've bathed in for the last period of my life isn't going to just leave me as easily as i'd perhaps wish.
The abstinence and binge drinking weekends I convinced myself were "normal" are not going to pass into history quite as soon as I'd hoped.