30 Days Sober......
It takes what ever it takes to get sober and stay sober. You did good by going to a meeting & talking with your Spomsor. Life doesn't seem fair at times but the most important thing in your life right now is YOU.
My story is very simular to yours & I slipped after one year & didn't get back in the program until 14 years had passed. I worked the program and went to meetings & more meetings & have been sober 23 years now.
It can be done! I wanted sobriety more than any one thing in my life. It was easy to quit but took hard work on my part to stay sober.
You ARE on the right track & just keep going for Sobriety.
Helen