Let the attorneys do the talking and you do the walking, away from him.
By contacting him, you opened the door now you need to close it, go no contact. The restraining order was court mandated as you feared for your safety, your recent actions say the opposite, it's ok, I am not afraid.
Yet,he is already getting verbally abusive, next he will become physically abusive. He is an abuser, he is an alcoholic, he is sick and yes, you have become as sick as he is. Now is the time to do something about it, get into therapy, keep the meetings up talk to your family, do whatever it takes to close the door on him and get yourself healthy.
Last nights texts should be a wake up call for you. Don't do this to yourself, you deserve so much better.