No solutions. Just a day at a time.
I don't have judgement about anyone taking meds. I tried to make that clear. I USED to. Now, I am taking it under consideration for myself.
I called a dear friend who gave me a good talking to and that helped.
I have a friend visiting this week with her 3 year old and another visiting with his partner next week, and I find distractions are very helpful.
Hugs to you all. We can do this.
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