Hey Friends,
Thanks for all your encouraging words. Your support has gone a long way in putting the sad events of the weekend behind me. The lessons of the weekend I am still holding onto dearly. My wife and I have had some discussions about what went wrong, situations I need to be leery of and that I may need more first person support. I am looking into attending a meeting. I would like to find someplace where I could sit in the shadows and observe before jumping into the fray, so to speak. I am not overly excited about going but am coming to the conclusion that I can't do this on my own. And I have to do this.